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usedlightscreen) wrote2015-12-21 02:02 am
usedlightscreen) wrote2015-12-21 02:02 am
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I haven't done this before but text is probably less intrusive and easier to ignore.
I'll go ahead and preface this by saying that even though this is public I hardly expect anyone to respond, I just needed to say it.
Back home, I have a twin sister. We've always done everything together, ever since we were kids, and we're 32.
33, on the 22nd. I've never had a birthday or Christmas without her. Even the years we were stationed apart, we made sure to call each other and
She was always the one who went around reminding people we knew that our birthday was coming up, but she also made sure that anyone who got her something had something for me too (though that also could have been so that she wouldn't have to share).
I miss her. Sorry I don't have any deep questions to ask or wisdom to seek, I just. Miss her. I'm happier here than I ever thought I could be, but there's a big part of me still missing. I know it supposedly gets easier, but I'm also scared that it will.
Anyway, thanks for reading this far. Merry Christmas, or Happy Holidays (just because Chanukah is over doesn't mean everyone else celebrates Christmas after all).
[A few minutes later; locked from York and Carolina]
Thought of a question I've been meaning to ask. I'm having a hard time picking out gifts for my partners. One of them is one of those people who's hard to buy for, and the other one I think would just be happy with anything, but that also makes him even harder to buy for because I want to do better than what he's expecting.
We've already done the round robin of egg-giving, so I'd prefer to get them something more than just more pokemon, but I'm not sure what else to get them. Any ideas?
I'll go ahead and preface this by saying that even though this is public I hardly expect anyone to respond, I just needed to say it.
Back home, I have a twin sister. We've always done everything together, ever since we were kids, and we're 32.
33, on the 22nd. I've never had a birthday or Christmas without her. Even the years we were stationed apart, we made sure to call each other and
She was always the one who went around reminding people we knew that our birthday was coming up, but she also made sure that anyone who got her something had something for me too (though that also could have been so that she wouldn't have to share).
I miss her. Sorry I don't have any deep questions to ask or wisdom to seek, I just. Miss her. I'm happier here than I ever thought I could be, but there's a big part of me still missing. I know it supposedly gets easier, but I'm also scared that it will.
Anyway, thanks for reading this far. Merry Christmas, or Happy Holidays (just because Chanukah is over doesn't mean everyone else celebrates Christmas after all).
[A few minutes later; locked from York and Carolina]
Thought of a question I've been meaning to ask. I'm having a hard time picking out gifts for my partners. One of them is one of those people who's hard to buy for, and the other one I think would just be happy with anything, but that also makes him even harder to buy for because I want to do better than what he's expecting.
We've already done the round robin of egg-giving, so I'd prefer to get them something more than just more pokemon, but I'm not sure what else to get them. Any ideas?
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i turned seventeen a couple weeks ago and if she shows up now shes gonna have to put up with being sixteen until next december and like
i dunno part of me wants to be smug about that but mostly its just kind of weird
anyway i guess its probably kind of different for us since we didnt know we were related for hella years
i dont really know where i was going with this sorry dude
maybe i can help brainstorm your christmas shopping solo twin to twin
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i can confirm the legitimacy of his twinship, for i am a twin separated from her other half as well!
three solo twins are better than one solo twin, so i will help too!
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i take it back i dont miss rose AT ALL and i never said any fucking embarrassing thing to that effect
i can still help though if you want me to op
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i miss john too so its not embarrassing, its relatable!!!
besides there are so many twins missing twins now we can officially form a twin club
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You know, maybe a solo twin club isn't a bad idea, actually.
Dave and Jade is it? I'm North.
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dave is me
what would a twin club even do though
would we share laughable and incommodious stories about our sibs in absentia because holy fuck im there
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well of course we would share embarrassing stories about our errant siblings
that goes without saying
but it is also a solidarity kind of thing too!
"hello we are twins without our twins, but its okay we all have each other"