Agent North Dakota (
usedlightscreen) wrote2015-12-21 02:02 am
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I haven't done this before but text is probably less intrusive and easier to ignore.
I'll go ahead and preface this by saying that even though this is public I hardly expect anyone to respond, I just needed to say it.
Back home, I have a twin sister. We've always done everything together, ever since we were kids, and we're 32.
33, on the 22nd. I've never had a birthday or Christmas without her. Even the years we were stationed apart, we made sure to call each other and
She was always the one who went around reminding people we knew that our birthday was coming up, but she also made sure that anyone who got her something had something for me too (though that also could have been so that she wouldn't have to share).
I miss her. Sorry I don't have any deep questions to ask or wisdom to seek, I just. Miss her. I'm happier here than I ever thought I could be, but there's a big part of me still missing. I know it supposedly gets easier, but I'm also scared that it will.
Anyway, thanks for reading this far. Merry Christmas, or Happy Holidays (just because Chanukah is over doesn't mean everyone else celebrates Christmas after all).
[A few minutes later; locked from York and Carolina]
Thought of a question I've been meaning to ask. I'm having a hard time picking out gifts for my partners. One of them is one of those people who's hard to buy for, and the other one I think would just be happy with anything, but that also makes him even harder to buy for because I want to do better than what he's expecting.
We've already done the round robin of egg-giving, so I'd prefer to get them something more than just more pokemon, but I'm not sure what else to get them. Any ideas?
I'll go ahead and preface this by saying that even though this is public I hardly expect anyone to respond, I just needed to say it.
Back home, I have a twin sister. We've always done everything together, ever since we were kids, and we're 32.
33, on the 22nd. I've never had a birthday or Christmas without her. Even the years we were stationed apart, we made sure to call each other and
She was always the one who went around reminding people we knew that our birthday was coming up, but she also made sure that anyone who got her something had something for me too (though that also could have been so that she wouldn't have to share).
I miss her. Sorry I don't have any deep questions to ask or wisdom to seek, I just. Miss her. I'm happier here than I ever thought I could be, but there's a big part of me still missing. I know it supposedly gets easier, but I'm also scared that it will.
Anyway, thanks for reading this far. Merry Christmas, or Happy Holidays (just because Chanukah is over doesn't mean everyone else celebrates Christmas after all).
[A few minutes later; locked from York and Carolina]
Thought of a question I've been meaning to ask. I'm having a hard time picking out gifts for my partners. One of them is one of those people who's hard to buy for, and the other one I think would just be happy with anything, but that also makes him even harder to buy for because I want to do better than what he's expecting.
We've already done the round robin of egg-giving, so I'd prefer to get them something more than just more pokemon, but I'm not sure what else to get them. Any ideas?
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Even though the messages don't have anywhere to go, it... it's good to get your thoughts down and out, I think.
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She'd probably punch me for being such a sap about this.
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There are so many things she wants to surprise him with-- the house, more of York being an idiot. But she can't. That has to eait until Christmas-- and though it doesn't soothe the hurt immediately, she knows it will do him wonders later.
For now she has to grab him at home. She doesn't confront him immediately, though; instead, she puts an arm around North once she finds him.]
Hey, tiger.
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So, naturally, he jumps when she puts her arm around him, calming instantly at the sound of her voice, a quiet smile on his face.]
Hey yourself.
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i turned seventeen a couple weeks ago and if she shows up now shes gonna have to put up with being sixteen until next december and like
i dunno part of me wants to be smug about that but mostly its just kind of weird
anyway i guess its probably kind of different for us since we didnt know we were related for hella years
i dont really know where i was going with this sorry dude
maybe i can help brainstorm your christmas shopping solo twin to twin
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i can confirm the legitimacy of his twinship, for i am a twin separated from her other half as well!
three solo twins are better than one solo twin, so i will help too!
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i take it back i dont miss rose AT ALL and i never said any fucking embarrassing thing to that effect
i can still help though if you want me to op
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i miss john too so its not embarrassing, its relatable!!!
besides there are so many twins missing twins now we can officially form a twin club
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This is my first Christmas without my twin sister.
I really wish I could call her.
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You know, maybe a solo twin club isn't a bad idea, actually.
Dave and Jade is it? I'm North.
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Are you older or younger than her?
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He would too, though I think he and I are similar in that just the gift of the three of us spending time together means a lot to us.
Not that I'm saying that that's not important to her, too. She's just. A force of nature. In a good way.
We haven't done much in the way of exploring since we kind of got a boost to the city, any suggestions for an activity that's high-energy and maybe not necessarily competitive?
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Well, York will complain about the camping part of traveling, but he'll have fun.
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Ecruteak seems to be the cultural capital of this region, however.
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I admit I've been intrigued by Ecruteak before. When we come from, human culture is pretty well mixed, so I'm curious. Have you been there?
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South would *definitely* give me hell if I had one or both of those.
[Oh like she wouldn't give you shit for your entire roster]
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dave is me
what would a twin club even do though
would we share laughable and incommodious stories about our sibs in absentia because holy fuck im there
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But only by five minutes!
[And was taller by 1cm.]
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well of course we would share embarrassing stories about our errant siblings
that goes without saying
but it is also a solidarity kind of thing too!
"hello we are twins without our twins, but its okay we all have each other"
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